Human beings are Divine by design, our bodies are perfectly made in functionality, when get sick are bodies can make us well, when we are tired, are bodies know to sleep, when are stressed our bodies know how to respond. we don’t have to think to breathe or have our hearts beat, etc. We are controlled with machine like Perice movement internally. Yet the human spirit can captivate almost omnipresently.

Once in our existence we were able to communicate directly with God, he’d speak aloud we’d speak back or so I’d imagine. Before any tongue was recorded, or chronicled we spoke what God spoke. Imagine that.

You can’t forget your divinity in this world of flesh, and you can’t forget your body in circumstances that aim to destroy your mind. You can’t forget your mind in matters of the heart. it’s all important. It seems a little overwhelming at times but it’s nothing that prayer can’t get you through. The Devil’s aim is to get us to not trust God. He doesn’t understand how people can praise through pain, but God does not wish any of his creatures to suffer. Often the suffering that we encounter in life is through our own invention. God wishes to free us but sometimes God solution isn’t the easy solution, so we ignore it.

Remember God understands what your going through in all things. Free your mind and hear what he has to say.

I was reading the Apocrypha (Lost books of the bible) last night and it got me thinking, I was also watching Battle Star and it got me thinking too. Funny combination I know Battle Star brought up an interesting point. Do no only human beings have souls?

Is a soul something you’re born with or something you earn? Is the matter of having a soul is as simple as just being alive? Then what is the definition of being “alive”

Rene Descartes said, “I Think therefore I am” so do thoughts therefore make you alive? All a thought is in nature is the processing of information, my computer processes information. So is my computer alive? Can my computer have a soul?

All I’m really getting at here is how we categorize things in the world. And often when we need to discredit things even other human beings we make it seem less than… ” It’s just a black guy” “It’s just a tree” “it’s just a computer” In reading the Apocrypha more specifically reading the rest (canonal bible cuts out the entire middle) story of Adam & Eve, I think a soul is earned. Through the process of repentance. Adam & Eve we kicked out of the Garden because of their transgression against God. And all of humanity after which had to pay the price (until Jesus came along) never to return into the garden until we learn a lesson.

I think the lesson is, we are human but we are more than humans we also part of God. I think God wants us to see our divinity and human on equal terms before we can collectively return to him… The age old excuse is “I made a mistake but I’m only human” God wants more than that from us.

(to be continued)

This is a video at my experience at New York Jorge Mercado Vigil

I’ve been thinking a lot lately about my life and the course it’s taken in the past few months and how things never cease to surprise me. And I realize I never fall out of love there is always a sigificant piece of each lover that remains with me.

And I’m never more aware of it than when I than when I fall in love with someone new. I remember all the feelings I had for the person before them so intensely and have this new feeling for the current person just puts me in a hurricane of emotion.

But the storm soon dies down and I focus on my current love interest…

Now I have to learn how to factor in infatuation

The moment we’ve all been waiting for the world premier….

This video is really cute, I love wash, treatment and concept!

It’s has been rumored that Beyonce & Mariah Will do song for the Memoirs of An Imperfect Angels Remix Album

This tracklist is was leaked on HoneyBFly.com Mariah’s Official Fan Site And was viewable to member only!

“Betcha Gon’ Know (Remix featuring Diddy & R. Kelly)”
“Obsessed (Remix featuring Gucci Mane)”
“H.A.T.E.U. (Remix featuring OJ Da Juiceman, Big Boi & Gucci Mane)”
“Candy Bling (Remix featuring T-Pain)”
“Ribbon (Remix featuring Fatman Scoop & Jermaine Dupri)”
“Inseparable (Remix featuring Trey Songz)”
“It’s a Wrap (Remix featuring Beyoncé)”
“Up Out My Face (Remix featuring Lil Wayne)”
“More Than Just Friends (Remix featuring Alicia Keys & Lil Wayne)”
“The Impossible (Remix featuring Jodeci)”
“Angels Cry (Remix featuring Bone Thugs-n-Harmony)”
“I Want to Know What Love Is (Remix featuring Styles P. & Jadakiss)”
“Call Me Now” (Japan bonus track)
“That’s a Smash” (Japan bonus track)

This Alternative surfaced a few days later

1. Betcha Gon’ Know, Pt. 2 featuring R. Kelly
2. Obsessed featuring Gucci Mane
3. H.A.T.E.U. (So So Def Remix) featuring OJ Da Juiceman, Big Boi, & Gucci Mane
4. Candy Bling (I Remember) featuring T-Pain
5. Ribbon featuring The-Dream & Lil’ Wayne
6. Inseparable featuring Trey Songz
7. Standing O featuring Kanye West
8. It’s a Wrap (Tricky Remix) featuring Mary J. Blige
9. Up Out My Face featuring Nikki Minaj & Fatman Scoop
10. More Than Just Friends/One More Chance (Remix)
11. The Impossible featuring Jodeci
12. Angels Cry (DJ Clue Remix) featuring Jadakiss & Fabolous
13. Imperfect
14. Skydiving featuring Timbaland
15. They Don’t Know Me
16. 100 Percent

I am very excited about this either way!!

I haven’t been blogging lately because I’ve been in the process of moving 

I have always was been a person with big dreams and big plans. I want to be famous, I want notoriety I want to make history!

I’ve alway been a musician, I grew up in a house of music and poetry. My grandfather was obsessed with Jazz and Blues I love those types of music the first song I knew all the words to was “The Thrill Is Gone” By BB King. My mother was a poet and a singer. I love to sing and write… I don’t really watch TV, or play video games or anything like that because what I do is listen to music and read (mostly the bible). I’m always singing, or playing music in the house, I don’t think I could live without it.

So I’ve fallin in love with this Amel Larrieux album “Lovely Standards” and this record “try your wings” is the perfect note of insperation to my single readers

If you’ve never been
In love, and your longing
For the happiness it brings
Try your wings

If your hungry for the
Sound of a lover
saying sentimental things
Try your wings

Even the tiniest
Bluebird, has to
Leave its nest to fly
What a bluebird can
Do you can do too
If you try

If you’ve always had
A dream, and you’ve
Been afraid that it
Would not come
True hither to
Fall in love and
You will find that it’s
Just what you’ve been
Dreaming of

The first love never
Comes twice. So
Take this tender advice
When it comes
Try your wings and
Fly to the one you love