Why the fuck is starting over so hard? The opportunity to began is such a blessing but yet so difficult to do. I don’t like change, and I find that most people don’t either. It seems just as you get used to one lovers face, the way they smell, what they like to eat or what they like to do; its all over and you are single and back in the cold world of out the warm embrace of a romantic relationship.
Breaks up aren’t easy for anyone, of the storms of life break up are undoubtedly the hurricane of those storms, along with death of a love one and disaster. Break ups are the death of relationship I sometimes feel same kinds of pain during a break up as I do when someone close to me dies. Why is that?
The raging hurricane of “the end” seems to leave the insides of your mind and your heart in completely wreckage. But after the storm all we can do is rebuild….
At this point in my life I see a “Hurricane” coming and it can mean many things and end up any number of ways and I know in order to rebuild you have to have a an of action. Weigh your choices. What is safe is not always smart and what is smart is not always safe. I have been in a lot of break ups and the last time I had my heart broken I vowed it would never happen to me again. But now it seems rather unvoidable as this storm comes closer and closer.
Starting over is hard because we become comfortable… But in discomfort I find the greater truth is found. God speaks to us in the storm and after the hurricane is a rainbow
